Wednesday, January 11, 2012

I miss you ...

With so many days gone by I have never been so lonely like I am today. I got used to you got used to the dwelling in the charming world that you had always created around me. I have been best when I was with you. I have been my self. All day long I keep myself busy but still thinking about your every single second. The flash back that run through my eyes play in my mind roll back of the life. Every moment we spent run through my mind like it is happening at this moment.

The way you laughed the way you talk those sweet memories . .. A picture of yours comes in my mind.. I find you sitting in front of me and laughing and also noticing my gazes...  I still remember your nervousness due to my staring you endlessly. You have been the best thing that happened to me, you were always there like a fairy for me. Sometimes, I really wonder do you really exist or have you been always my virtual thought. It was a dream that I was living in or is this a dream in which I am living.If this is a dream then I would want to wake up very badly. I want to leave this reality behind and enter your realm. I wish I could bound that moment when we were together.

I wish I could go back in time and bring you with me, I wish I could hold you once more and feel your breath. I wish I could see you trembling in my arms being no where but just in me. I wish I could see my self in the reflection of you eyes... I wish I could hear laughter once again that would made my day brighten my life. I wish I could hear your voice once again. I wish I could bring back those mornings when I used to wake up with your voice with your presence in my mind with the fragrance of your love that gave me a wonderful feeling those moments which then I would hold for the day.

I want to tell you how much I miss you... I might not find the words to describe my feelings but this is what I can come up to right now. I want you to know not a single sec pass that I dont think about you .. with each beating of my heart I feel you .. the more days I spend without you the more near you come to my heart... I have never felt so empty like I do now and I can only suffer in pain .... and cry and pray for the moment when we are together again !...

By:
Your dear heart...

Introduction

A very few people know about this part of my self and sometimes even I wonder about this part of my self. I havent totally understand myself yet I am on a mission to sublime the thoughts that are actually in my heart. This may be dedicated to some or may be not this may mean something or may be nothing... I am yet to explore and may be I am found... I tried to think and yet I think I am bound... Tears may flow .. breath may slow.. I am yet to write yet written lot so...